Thursday, September 30, 2010

Powerful Humans: Battling Disappointment...

...with myself.

With human limitation.

It's simply impossible to be or do everything I want to, make everyone happy, fix everyone's hurt. I can hardly bandage my own wounds. And I find it increasingly difficult to be the person I want to be...on a moral level.

I claim to be a social warrior, as I'm sure you are as well, dear reader.

But often times the front lines take a toll on you.

Poverty...despair...sickness...regret...rear their ugly heads at us...the hopeful ones.

We must lift our chin and stare them in the eyes without fear and with the knowledge that if we try, if we care to enter the fire, it's better than running.

One heart is stronger than none, and all of our hearts...banded together...can do remarkable things.

We will win this battle.

On Freedom's Ground
by Richard Wilbur
Praise to this land for our power to change it,
To confess our misdoings, to mend what we can,
To learn what we mean and to make it the law,
To become what we said we were going to be.
Praise to our peoples, who came as strangers,
Who more and more have been shaped into one
Like a great statue brought over in pieces,
Its hammered copper bolted together,
Anchored by rods in the continent's rock,
With a core of iron, and a torch atop it.
Praise to this land that its most oppressed
Have marched in peace from the dark of the past
To speak in our time, and in Washington's shadow,
Their invincible hope to be free at last.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Stream of Conciousness: What should I do?

I drove the back roads home today. Took East Avenue.

As I rounded the bend, it was the second time I saw her.

I almost hit her. Her feet were in the road. She was leaning on the telephone pole.

Sleeping? Passed out. Drunk?

What will I do to help her?

The first time I saw her she was on the sidewalk. Sprawled out. Eyes shut and heart beating.

What's her story?

Should I pull over?

It's hard to know where to start or what to say.

I refuse to ignore my memories of this moment and I'm never going to forget her.

I must act. But will she hear me? Will she see me? Will she respond?

I hope there's a next time.

Monday, September 20, 2010

FIRE!

Faith Infused Recovery Efforts is exploring the interweb!

Check us out on facebook and become a fan.

Just created the page, so I'm the only one warming my hands by the flames. Come on over and jam with me. We'll eat some marshmellas and have a grand 'ole time.

Gracias amigos y amigas!


Friday, September 17, 2010

Powerful Humans

That's what we are.

You are strong, bold, unique, and undeniably important to the multiverse.

In the sea of galaxies, you are a bright, bright, brilliant light.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

More reasons to love the Bucket...

So many special sights and sounds in this city.

Check out the fun toys I discovered while cruisin' the 02861!

A white tiger. Is he real, or is he dancer?









If you'll look closely, you'll eye Mr. Ed hiding his horsehair behind the bushes.



 



 












And when animal play time is over, take a ride in this go-cart!


Friday, September 10, 2010

A Second Chance

If you suffer your people to be ill-educated, and their manners to be corrupted from their infancy, and then punish them for those crimes to which their first education disposed them, what else is to be concluded from this but that you first make thieves and then punish them?
Sir and Saint Thomas More
Utopia


Check out Gregory Taylor's story.

He went to jail for 13 years in California after stealing food from a church.

A regular Jean Valjean.

Tossed in the slammer, the world closed its eyes and forgot Gregory was there.

But I'm sure he remembers.


Last Fall, a homeless man visited our office regularly looking for rental assistance, clothing referrals, and general support.

In my very humble opinion, he was - or is - a great writer. A well spoken man with a fervor for giving people in his situation a voice...a voice heard by more people than his case worker.

During one visit, this client went to refill at the water cooler in the back room. Shortly after, he left to return to his new apartment (aside: success!!!). Later in the day, I went back to make lunch and noticed that our dish soap and papertowels were missing.

Logically, my client was the only one who could have removed these items.

The moment of theft was a little jarring. It opened my brain to ethical thoughts I don't normally contemplate.

Was I mad? Angry with him? Disappointed?

Was I happy my client now had something he really needed and couldn't afford?

If he asked me for some papertowels, would I have given them to him?

Probably yes.

Convinced he stole from us, could I...should I...help him in the future?


ABSOLUTELY.

Sure, angry feelings swirled in my heart for a few days. And even more so, the shadow of disappointment lingered for a while. But after the emotional clouds subsided, my brain cranked the volume on logic.

This man needed something, and knew nothing else other than not having. He was without and stole, probably an action not too unfamiliar to his lifestyle. His little stealing habit simply indicates that he's struggling...and as deserving of help as anyone else.
We all need a little help sometimes. Rich or poor. Old or young. Educated or uneducated.

I'm not giving up.

I think he deserves a second chance.



Thursday, September 2, 2010

In the midst of hopelessness, there is hope.

"I'm a person in long term recovery
which means I havn't used alcohol
or other drugs since 1998 and as a result
my life has gotten a whole lot better."
- Jim Gillen

"My name is Tom Coderre and I too am a person
in long term recovery, which means to me that
since May 15th of 2003 I havn't used alcohol or drugs."
- Tom Codere

Yesterday's Recovery Month kick off was a beautiful experience.

I ran into a friend who used to serve me coffee. He's now in treatment at the Providence Center. I could see the hope pouring out of his eyes, as well as the desire to live his life richly.

And, as a side bonus, Jim Gillen gave me a new pair of maracas. Will try not to lose them this time. Third times a charm.

Watch this video piece spliced together by the crew over at Turn to 10.